( HUNGER HURTS BUT STARVING WORKS )

[blair james laporte]

NAME blair james laporte
NICKNAMES bray bray, boo.
AGE twenty
BIRTHDAY April 24th.
GENDER male.
SEXUALITY gay
ON TOUR WITH notches in bedposts.
AS THEIR lead guitarist.
LOOKS LIKE christofer drew.

LIKES friends, family, love, indie music, acoustic guitars, sixties microphones, big comfy sweaters, cute girls, listening, Nintendo 64, Sega, good old punk rock, cute piercings, mudfights, the sunshine, rasta hats, Buddhism, animal rights, PETA, love notes, purple pens, vegetarian sushi, captain morgan, good quality weed, big bongs, flavoured wrapping paper, canon cameras, Polaroid pictures, Halloween, Christmas, performing, staying in one place, the elderly, maturity.
DISLIKES ] slutty attire, excessive drinking, excessive partying, eerie silence, being alone for long periods of time, being hated, Starbucks, discrimination, hate in general, misunderstanding, being forced to do things, the christian and catholic faiths, silly fads, being ‘scene’, attention whores, immaturity, kids that lack guidance, disrespect, being harped on, awkward silences, awkward situations, twilight the book, signing too many autographs, being dirty, sweating, bubblegum pink, tacky outfits, tastelessness, illiteracy, ignorance, the government, war, excessive protest.
FEARS
-never finding love.
-getting hit by a car.
-losing everything he’s built.
STRENGTHS
-he’s incredibly musical, for someone who’s deaf.
-he can read lips.
-he can speak well.
WEAKNESSES
-sometimes he gets lost during songs.
-he’s too nice and often gets stabbed in the back.
-he’s uncoordinated and falls over a lot.
GOALS
-to not allow his disability to get the best of him.
-to be a father one day.
SECRETS
-he’s never been in love.
-he feels really alone in his little world.
PERSONALITY
• LOVING; hate isn’t an option in Blair’s life. he refuses to be anything like his parents, so as a result he’s learned to love every single person in his life based on different aspects of their personalities. he thinks its unfair to judge people solely based on looks or the personality they publicly show to people and can see the light at the end of the tunnel when it comes to basically anyone. he just loves making people smile and giving hugs wherever they’re needed. he’s basically a teddy bear.
• CHILL; unlike most people on the tour, Blair’s very calm and laid back. At times it’s because he’s spaced out on some good weed, but he really just doesn’t like to make too big of a fuss. Drama is something he absolutely despises and hates to have in his life, so he tries to stay in the background while others whore themselves to the media and the world. he’s a little lazy at times and enjoys laying around with friends and just talking about nothing and everything. Partying’s not really for him, but he’ll do it if it’s with some kick ass people.
• SWEET; Blair is the friend that’ll bring you flowers when your sick, and make home made get well soon cars if you hurt yourself. he cares so much about his friends that he’d to basically anything for them, even if that means tossing his morals aside for their well being. he puts thought into everything, be it hangouts or simple birthday gifts. Everyone deserves to feel special in his eyes, and he’s made it his mission to try and be the one to make those things happen for people. Though he can get frustrated and grumpy at times, he still tries his very hardest to avoid hurting people. he thinks life should be a vacation, not a prison.
• NERDY; in reality, everyone is a little bit nerdy and has their nerdy tendencies. Blair is obviously no exception. he’s the boy that would much rather sit around on the buss all day playing Saga with the boys as opposed to partying. The one that isn’t embarrassed about anything, and plays world of warcraft all night in his bunk. Fashion doesn’t really matter very much to him, and seeing as video games and dorking around make him happy, he doesn’t see why it shouldn’t be acceptable. he’s still a big kid at heart, and wouldn’t have it any other way.
• LOYAL; Friends are literally Blair’s world, and he’ll stand by his closest no matter what kind of trouble it gets him into. That means keeping secrets and protecting them against all the pain he possibly can. Sometimes it can get overwhelming for him, but he still tried his best because they’re all he’s got and without them, he feels like he doesn’t really have a purpose.
• CONFIDENT; , Blair has had to come to terms with hhimself in many different ways. Through a bit of time, he’s really learned to love himself and that he’s beautiful in so many ways. he has good qualities and values himself just like he would value a friend. When he walks into a room, he feels radiant even if he might look less then mediocre because he knows that he’s a good person and that people will stand by his side through thick and thin. You have to love yourself before you can be loved by others.
• TRUSTING; sometimes, this quality can be the downfall of Blair. he has the tendency to trust each and every individual that graces his life, and it doesn’t always turn out too well. he has a lot of backstabbing in her past from many different people he’s chosen to trust, but he believes that in order to befriend someone and to become close to them its mandatory that you give them your trust, so that’s what he continues to do regardless of the possibility that he might get hurt.
• RASTALICIOUS; alright, so Blair’s not a real rasta or anything, he just enjoys the teaching of the Rastafarian faith. Live, laugh, love is basically all it is, and that’s what he does. he also loves wearing rasta hats and smokes a substantial amount of marijuana. It’s sort of outside of his general perspective of life, but it makes him feel good and that’s basically the only reason why he does it. It helps him relax in situations of high stress, and it makes him able to take in more then he usually could. he doesn’t like to call himself a pothead, but its his life.
• TEDDY BEAR; in life, if Blair could sit around and cuddle a cute girl or boy for all of his days and never move from that spot he’d probably be the happiest in the world. he loves innocent physical contact with the people around hhim, be it high fives or hugs. It just makes him feel closer to them, and the trust levels seem to go up. Plus, it just makes him feel good to have people in her arms. hes just the touchy feely type.
• CONTROVERCIAL; Blair is not someone who’s afraid to go against the norm, or authority for that matter when it comes to what he believes in. he attends all types of seminars and has even given speeches at schools on anti-bullying and rights for gays. he doesn’t like to bother people and try to push what he thinks on them, he just thinks that people should be more open minded. How right he is.

PARENTS
Elise Grace Laporte, Bronx Gray Laporte.
SIBLINGS
Barbie Larissa Laporte
HOMETOWN las vegas, Nevada.
OTHER FIGURES nun.
HISTORY Men had never been Elise‘s strong point, not since the day she decided she wanted to be the president of the united states. Somehow, guys just didn’t find that very sexy. She was a powerful teenager and an even more powerful young woman, managing to get herself a full scholarship to Princeton out of a small public high school on the outskirts of New York. Her GPA was so high that some believed she wasn’t human at all, just a robot put into the mix to confuse and intrigue the norm. but no, she was a real human being with real feelings she’d never really felt the need to express. In her eyes, everyone was below her both academically and otherwise. This was the understatement of the year, as her charming and exotic looks caused many men to look at her from afar. They could not however bring themselves to approach her too closely though because they couldn’t overpower her. She ran the show in her life, and that frightened the poor high school boys. On her first day at Princeton however, she met her match. He came in the form of a professor, only a few years older then her and very handsome. He was teaching a law class, and for some reason the girl felt the need to answer each and every one of his questions in as much detail as she possibly could. But he could always top her, bringing in another prospective or twist. He had to be by far the most intelligent man she’d ever met and that attracted her to him to such a degree that she decided to persue him. At first, he didn’t seem interested in her at all which completely threw her off because that had never happened to her before, she’d never been rejected in her life and wasn’t about to start then. When he finally agreed to a date with her, they really hit it off. There wasn’t a topic that either of them wasn’t well educated in, be it the rainforests or the locations of things on the map all the way down to the last centimetre. It was nice to finally meet someone who didn’t stare at her blankly when she talked and had a clever and slightly witty answer for everything. Best of all, they had the same beliefs and morals, and soon found themselves falling in love. It wasn’t long before they were dating and then later along the road engaged, having a large lavish wedding to celebrate a successful relationship and two blossoming careers. They were the couple to beat, and bought a nice big house in Boston before Elise found out she was pregnant. It was happy news as they’d been trying for quite a while. The months passed and neither were scared, they mapped out their baby’s life according to how they wanted them to turn out and that was it. It was a cold day in April when their little boy entered the world, and they christened him Blair James Laporte. he was beautiful, with caramel skin and deep hazel eyes just like his mother. They couldn’t have been prouder.

Baby Blair was an absolute wonder to care for. he slept through the night most of the time and gave them no problems when it came to feeding or playing with his toys. he would smile up at his mother and the woman would actually smile back. she did have a heart, regardless of her ice queen status. She loved Blair, and wanted nothing more then to be with her family most of the time. Her job made if very hard for that to happen however, as she was always all over the world going to seminars and giving speeches and trying to look as picture perfect as she could at all times. This meant that the baby was constantly left with a babysitter or a nanny, a woman named Martha with black hair and a radiant smile that would change his diapers and take him to the park. he began drinking bottles as opposed to breast feeding because his mother just wasn’t home enough to give him that sort of care and attention that he needed. Many say that the fist few years of a child’s life are the most important when it comes to bonding with parents, and that seemed to be true for Blair. he never really formed a bond with either his mother or father, and would often even cry when Martha would hand him off to either of his parents. They missed his first words and his first steps, and didn’t even seem to care because they were too busy going forward in their own lives. They wanted their baby boy to be healthy and successful and that was all that mattered to them. His feelings were never brought into consideration when they discussed him, and even as an infant he was in a way neglected. Sure, he got fed and played on a regular basis but his mother was never there to hold him and rock him to bed at night, and his dad wasn’t either. It was the preview to the rest of his life, always searching for the love but never finding it. All he wanted was a little bit of attention. There were times when his mother would return home after a trip and wouldn’t even so much as look at him before she left again. he was starved of love.

As neglected as he was, Blair continued into his early childhood a happy and healthy little boy with bouncy chocolate brown hair and that same caramel skin. he smiled 0ften, and didn’t even really notice that his parents weren’t around as much because he always had Martha to talk to. They would play and laugh together, but as the little boy matured Martha noticed that he wasn’t exactly a stereotypical boy. He seemed to be having extreme sensory problems, and couldn’t hear her very well when he was called. It was strange that sometimes things had to be repeated back to him several times for him to finally understand. It wasn’t until he was eight that he was diagnosed as legally deaf, and by the time he was ten he’d lost all hearing altogether. Although it was a challenge for him, he managed to learn sign language quickly and picked up on reading lips quite easily too. He could almost function the same as the other children, even in school where the teachers spoke quickly. It was almost like he wasn’t really deaf at all, though the silence was sometimes simply so loud.

Middleschool was a breeze. The work was easy and people generally liked the boy, regardless of his hearing loss. he found himself going through puberty however, and it was a strange and scary thing. He was growing up, and it was scary for him. The other boys he’d always admired around him were also going through changes, and he started feeling new feelings towards them. These feelings embarrassed him even more. he’d never been close to a boy though, and he wanted so badly to be able to share his secret with someone just like him. No one new and he was afraid that people’s perception of her would change because of it because her parents had always taught him that homosexuals were unacceptable to society and would go to hell. he was so afraid to go to hell, that was the last thing he wanted for himself so he wanted to keep it inside. he wanted to try and like the other boys so that no one would suspect him. So he stayed silent, never uttering a word about any of it to anyone because he didn’t want to upset anyone. It was as he was entering high school though that her home life began to take a turn for the worse. His parents began to work from the home more often, and his father was so stressed that most of the time he would take it out on Blair in the form of physical abuse. He would beat him to the point where he was on the floor, crumpled into a ball and black and blue from his fists then he would just leave him there. he would try and tell his mother what he was doing but she wouldn’t have any part of it, ignoring the whole thing altogether because she didn’t want to accept the fact that her perfect man was hurting their son. Blair couldn’t help but feel betrayed by his mother’s basic abandonment of him, and stopped going to her for advice. he took the abuse because he loved his dad and he didn’t want to see him upset anymore, but all he did was stress him out more when he made the decision to grow his hair out and start wearing more feminine clothes. It was happening.

It was getting harder and harder to keep it in. Blair wanted out of the prison he had created for himself. he wanted to be a happy teenager with tons of friends and a good life, and maybe even a boyfriend someday. It would be so nice. he didn’t want his dad to hit him, and he knew that his parents wouldn’t reject him. he was their first child. Sure, they’d had another baby after but he was the first, the apple of their eyes, right? o he worked up the courage to do it. It’d taken him a long time to do so, but he was going to let his mom know of his feelings, and he was going to do it right then. he’d found his mother in the kitchen with his little sister, working on some homework with her and he sat down and smiled and asked her if he could take to her alone for a moment. After some negotiation the woman agreed and Blair sat her down and told her everything. Of the way he felt about boys, how he’d always wanted to kiss them and hold them but he thought maybe it was wrong, all that sort of stuff. he didn’t get the reaction he wanted though. Not at all. His mother looked at him like she was a monster and began to cry, running to her father who in turn beat Blair so bad he needed sixteen stitches in his forehead. That was it for him. he didn’t want to be with his family anymore if they weren’t going to love him for the person he was. So he packed up her things and moved in with a friend, starting a long chain of homes that were all with close friends that cared about him. They accepted him and he loved that, it was a new feeling. he never wanted to go back to live with his parents, never wanted to experience the pain they had given to him again. Since then he met a few people that he really liked and they ended up playing around with the idea of creating a band, which actually eventually took off. And now here he is, having the absolute best time of his life.

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